THE LOVELY ONLY ONE OH! Angels wings co

THE LOVELY ONLY ONE

OH! Angels wings come fly this soul,
to better places far from this cold,
and cool heated impassioned heart,
the beating that has wittnessed start,
and ended with the loss of love, sublime....

I pray Thee Lord deliver me,
before cruel time has swallowed me,
falling into sad disgrace,
the longing, once to see the face,
that ended with the wasted , wasted time....

Gather round  this tortured  being,
open eyes to clear, through seeing,
what mistakes were placed upon,
the lovely lonely, only one,
that was my love, though now is lost to me....

To show forgivness, so that I,
will learn the reasons, reasons why,
these walls that close upon me now,
may open heart, and sky somehow,
I know not truth, the willingness, to be....

Stop the  broken heart, now bleeding,
eases the pain, harsh pain of needing,
what now lost through greed, and lust,
forever gone, sweet seed of trust,
and left alone here, fighting all these tears....

Hope not placed back into hands,
all washed out with the tide, and sands,
that sooths realitys embrace,
reality now shows its face,
to one who's blinded by the glare of sight....

The saddest sight of never seeing,
thoughts of  being, without being,
within the loss of dream, or dreaming,
visions gleam, and nightmares streaming,
all throughout the purple faded night....

Leading to the sacred mountain,
climbing from the golden fountain,
though the thirst as yet unquenched,
and love and heart has been so wrenched,
weary mind too weak to travel on....

To meet my fate, that lies ahead,
for one whos tattered soul lies dead,
upon the rocks now fallen to,
to Her, to Her the calling's to,
from I, broken and dying, sees the one....

The one who brought all things to be,
now death can only bring to me,
relief of all I've known as true,
the truth of  being one, not two,
frightful, dreadful now is all existence....

But exist as now I am,
no love, but loneliness of man,
to rise and fall, each step I take,
reaveals each new and cruel mistake,
accept I must, I offer no resistance....

Though to resist, may live again,
to feel a heartbeat once, and then,
find myself again downhearted,
dealy loved, and dear departed,
unable to live life, in agony....

Pain born deep in dark regret,
too long for memeory to forget,
Phrases said in love, and kind,
sentiment, now left behind,
left behind what once I knew as me....

Where does depairs headstone lie?,
I know not me, I am not I,
without the lovely only one,
thart sees me now, the lonely one,
time, and circumstance, will burn, and bend....

So that  now, once closely gaurded,
love has died, love I had started,
thinking that forever found me,
now the never flashes 'round me,
and as such, it leaves these rhymes to send....

For the lovely only one.
I, the lost, and lonely one,
Now my days, days almost done,
Leading me to run, run to my end....


dean evans 9-29-09