Forsaken

I feel forsaken by the ones I love.
Betrayed by those that I trusted.
Alone and lost with no direction,
My compass, my guide stolen.
Leaving is the hardest thing,
I thought I could be strong,
When everyone has turned away,
Leaving is what has to be done.
No one is going to see me off.
No one to tell me goodbye.
With no room for me in their hearts.
Lost in their agendas and lives.
I try to fool myself into happiness,
Wondering alone for my home.
My place in this world, gone.
Lonely and afraid on my own.
Will they miss me if I do not return,
And try to find me on their own?
Will someone come pick me up,
Am I forced to continue alone?
My companions, my family,
Those who knew me best.
Knew best how to hurt,
Betray my heart and trust.
Forsaken and lost.
Alone and scared.
My compass is broken.
Pieces scattered.
I am now alone
Forced to wonder on my own.
Forsaken by the ones I loved.
My heart, now, is stone.