Cold

Cold feelings. Cold insides and outs.
Cold looks send numbed shivers running through my icy body.
Chilly heart aches and emotions coursing through shaky bones.
All because of change.

180 degrees changes. Unexpected change. Split personality change.
A "doing everything you said you wouldn't" sort of change.
A "everythings different, how could you?" change.
A stab in the back kind of change.
And everything's wrong.

Breaking laws wrong. Breaking hearts wrong.
A "going the wrong way on the wrong street" sort of wrong.
An incorrect on a test wrong.
A moral sort of wrong.
A decision making wrong.
A mind changing, soul chilling, unexpected, killing sort of wrong.
And everything's sad.

Crying sad. Painful sad.
"Why?" sad.
A baby crying for it's mother sad.
A mother crying for it's baby sad.
A death sad. A longing sad.
A "goodbye" sad. A "go away" sad.
A "come back" sad.
Just another sad. A goosebump giving sad.
And everything's cold.

Just another day in December cold.
An all alone cold.
A tired, never forgetting cold.
Cold emotions.