Fog...

the fog
dense in front of me
inside me
i try to clear it
it doesn't budge
it makes me dizzy
sick.

i close my eyes
focusing hard
it doesn't clear
it sulks
deep inside my body
it envelopes me
i can't breath

i'm focusing
deep in thought
concentrating on one thing
it stays, lingers
it won't clear
it's choking me
slowly
killing me.

i'm drowning
it's pulling me under
slowly i'm slipping
from everyone
myself
it's beyond my control......