What to do when everything seems to be falling apart. |
I just want to get out of my own head. Is that so much to ask for? Being able to have an out of body experience live a life that seems easier. How irrational of me. How desperate of me. Sometimes, we are allowed to be a little desperate. Especially when having a mental break down. And I think it's easy to say that’s what this is. So what do I do when I feel like this No one seems to be able to help me A guiding hand is all I ask for People really just need to open their eyes and snap out of it. I really need to open my eyes and snap out of it. Easier said than done. I just want to take the easy way out. At this point. Who cares about the repercussions of my choice. If I just left? It is my life. I should be able to live it how I want. No more strings being pulled. I’m tired of being someone else’s puppet. So I think this is the point where I break the rules Try to do something new. Risk everything, enjoy the benefits or reap the failure. It’s just something I need to do. Nothing feels like it is in my control. Green means go, so why have I stopped. Since I’ve already lost all control, I might as well cut the strings. Start over as someone else. Redefine my life. Let’s get to it. |