Sinister Betrayal

Why do you talk to me when I ask you to go away
Why won't you take the hint I've nothing more to say
I ignore you, and I leave the room when you walk in
I hate to see you, these thoughts my mortal sin

I hate the thoughts that surround who you are
When I see you come close, I run just as far
And when you try to ask me my name
Blinded, I walk away and hide in my shame

You disgust me because you make me lust after you
You make my thoughts betray me no matter what you do
The ideas you spark, the scents that entice me
Grabs hold, draws me near and won't let me be

I hate what you do, how you make me feel
Your words, your thoughts, they can't be real
You said you hate me and I disgust you
So why would I believe what you say now is true

Why do you take hold and refuse to let me be
What is it that you are trying to make me see
Your heart is not without care or remorse
And my love you could never hope to force

I know you don't want me, you think I am repulsive
You make me sick with love, how can I live
The words you spoke, and the thoughts you whisper
I believed you once, now just a small reminder

Your silent love, my lust and desire
Burning bright for you like the flames of a fire
You wanted me once and now betray that dream
And all I can do now is cry and scream

Its over now, and I want nothing more from you
You are dead to me and there is nothing you can do
You were my desire, That hope and the thoughts within
Now you are nothing but my everlasting immortal sin