off the pace

in the strangest way,
he's who holds the trigger
noisy and confused
tripping, sobbing, gagging
so, what you said?
quiets my dear
seems to me
you're not holding
You antispiritual
quite know what torments you
and from all the options
this one hurts even more
hand cot
rocking horse
care of a mother
and it still hurting?
so, what you said?
shut up
your sound annoys me
your rhythm even more
and all the snaps
seems detonating, challenging me

so, what you said?
shut fuck up
ungrateful idiot
neither is a choice
they are all decided
and I have to trap you
'til you get to zero
just to be sure
your mark will remain