What Am I Supposed To Do?

What am I supposed to do?
Everyone wants me to grow up
Yet no one lets me
They treat me like I'm two years old!
I can't take this anymore
I don't want to live
No one cares
I want to leave this earth.
Screaming on the inside
Tears rushing down my face
Do people expect this from me?
I can't be strong forever
It's my time to cry
Will you listen to me?
With my blade beside me
Taunting and scaring me
Just leave me alone!
I quit cutting a long time ago!
I'm getting so scared
I need my best friend right now
I want to be in his arms
Feeling safe.
That won't happen any time soon
I can't take this
It's slowly killing me
I need someone, anyone!
I quit this for you
Just like you quit for me,
But this feeling is overpowering
I've never been this weak before.
Please, someone come help me
I'm feeling useless and alone
This feeling isn't new
It's just so strong!
I can't cut I know I can't
I can beat this feeling
Where are you right now?
You said you'd be there for me
You always have been
No broken promises
I just need you so much right now.
My stupid life
I need to get away
Get away forever
But I'm so close to leaving home.
I'm alive for you
Please, I need you!
How am I supposed to do this alone?
No one helps me
No one cares!
They're all caught up in their own live!
And suddenly I mean nothing to you...