LiL Sister

I'm ashamed of the things I do
Looking in the mirror "I see YOU!"
Bended Contorted
Broken Distorted
Try to hide it anyway you'd like
Every time you look in the mirror you'll know I'm right
Honesty is what you claim
Silently, it's not the same
So much chaos, craziness, and turmoil
All spinning violently out of control
Why I am this way I'll never know
Begging and praying for the crazy to let me go
I want to be normal though normal I don't see
All this mess spinning round and round me
I'll pray for God's forgiveness and hope forgiving is what he'll be
Always loving you despite myself and hope you still love me