Dreaming of perfection, stability, the perfect day in one night's sleep. |
Stretched out, awkward and long two pillows instead of one, two sides instead of just mine emptiness on any bed I'm reminded I sleep alone. I'm reminded there's room for two but only one permenant guest from one corner to the other I dream for two I sleep for two I dream of you Solitude at its finest, my heart desires I wait for the sun to set And I force myself to wake before the sun rises I escape into my thoughts, my hopes I design the perfect remedy for me It's quick and complex Skip from one to the next, reminding myself I sleep alone But my heart's in it each time But each skip never matches any beat of mine I dream of you, I'm in need of you The stars shine bright, but my nights get longer I wonder, will I sleep diagonally forever ? I fold under pressure, give into temptation My heart waits longer, this wait time is never-ending. I dream of a perfect day A perfect place to spend the perfect time with a perfectl face that becomes even more beautiful over time Breakfast in bed, feeding your heart Never a kiss goodbye, always flowers instead Lilacs and lillies, roses on Christmas Candle lit dinner, a promise to begin with. I dream of smiles, I dream of laughter My heart's still fragile, your heart's much harder But still still cracked in random places Flaws and all, I dream I'm in love with your pain Your side effects show, but I'm in love with your strength. I do have my own, I do hold my own I dream of what we could hold I dream of a heart to console I dream of a love to mold Fairytale fantasy, no villians, just heroes She's beauty and the beast She's the servant, she's the Queen She's Cinderella before the ball She's beauty, flaws and all I dream of magic and bliss She's sleeping beauty, she's healed with one kiss She's impressionable, she's memorable She's my misfit, she's my quick pick My win for life My scratch-off that I never backed off from, instead I clenched my fists, found my grip and never backed off. My jackpot, my earnings My riches, my gold, my yearnings My fortune... Teller and cookie, I'm deserving. I dream of tears of joy Tears and joy I dream for years to come I toss, I turn I frown, I yearn When the sun's up. Pillows damp, no flowers, no chance No breakfast, no hand I toss and turn because there's room for it. My dream hasn't come true yet, but I still dream of it. To love forever, hypothetically speaking of course Once morning comes, I'll still be diagonally sleeping of course. |