Hypntotized By A Wave

i see it now
pouring throughout the gaps.
rushing now
towards me, through me

i am at the mercy of its embrace
forsaken to drown
beneath the depths of insanity

gasping for just one more breath
one more moments time
to see, more than i ever saw

To be what i should have been
the way we should have lived

When the sun was young
and our smiles were growing
from the serenity of not knowing
what followed us then

We waited to long
taken for granted the time we spent
in eachs arms, in eachs presence
under the stars

I should have ran with you
stole you away
but now i drown beneath the could have beens

i will for this second remember
what we were before him
what we were like

before i ran away
right in to the depths of the ocean
hyptnotized by the gaze

of the flames
of the possibilities
of the insane

No i will drown
with the knowledge that i lost
to the deep blue sea
what we could be
yesterday
when the tide changed

and i went under