who am i

The doors are closed theres no one home this life is so complicated dont know where to turn.Its all going wrong lifes turning red im burning inside its not in my head.The walls keep crumbling the waves keep crashing. Being choked at the throat cant take a breath.Sitting on the floor awaiting death. My friends all hate me my family doesnt care.My heart has been totally stripped bare.Pushed in the mud driven to madness all i feel inside is sadness.The devil has a hold of me he wont let go.Lying down waiting for my time to come.Shall i end it all and leave this life for death will come knocking to take my soul.Im alone right now its all been done so drag me to hell its where i belong.