Inner Demon

Don't know how I got here
I really want this to end
This downward spiral is sucking me in.
The days drag on
and still I fight.
Don't want this feeling to win.
This demon wants my soul and I just may give in.
My strength is wavering and wearing far too thin.
The struggle doesn't seem worth it.
I plug on day by day
Everything I'm doing,
Is really all for them.
I slowly drag myself about,
scatter-brained and dim.
I wonder if they notice.
If they too, feel the presence of my demon deep within.
I have no one to bare this weight with
No one who will listen.
I just need to vent.
Let it all flood out
Only then will this demon rest.
Only then, wilI be me once again.