Confused

If I was once in love... I'm not now.
If I was once loved by you... I'm not now.
You're always surrounded by many, yet I'm here surrounded by none.
If I was once your only... I'm not now.
If I was once your last... I'm not now.
You're hugged by her and kissed by her, yet I sit alone with only my tears.
If you onced cared... You don't now.
If you once stared at me... You don't now.
I walk alone and you walk along in front of me smiling...
If I once loved you... I don't now.
If I once wanted you... I don't know.


I'm lying...