To Disappear

One, Two, Three, Four,
Why didn't I think about this before?
Five, Six, Seven, Eight,
I hope somebody finds me too late.

Nine, Ten, Eleven, Twelve,
I wonder where I'll go, Heaven or Hell?
Thirteen, Fourteen, Fifteen, Sixteen,
I want to go somewhere I'm never seen.

Seventeen, Eighteen, Nineteen, Twenty,
I hate myself, I don't want to be me,
Not long now, not many more...
Can close my eyes and shut all the doors!