Swinging back and forth

Swinging back and forth
Over and over again
Never different
My hands have not held
For too long
I wonder when
I’ll forever fall
Into the mud and dirt
That you covered me in
I lick it off
Over and over again
But I CAN NEVER GET IT AWAY.

I feel sick
The swinging won’t stop
Can’t cut those strings
Like I want to like I did before
He just keeps giving me more
It can’t feel the string tighten
The feeling died long ago
I just want to live through
You now.


Swinging back and forth
Over and open again
Never different
His hands have not held
Long enough
He’s falling forever
Into his own mud and
Dirt
That he covered himself in
I lick it off
Over and over again
But I KEEP COATING HIM NOW



I don’t want it
I don’t want it
I don’t want it
I don’t want it
I don’t want it
I don’t
I don’t
I
I
I
I




I WANT IT
I WANT IT
I WANT IT
I WANT IT
I WANT IT
I WANT IT
I WANT IT
I WANT IT
I WANT IT
I WANT IT
I WANT IT
I WANT IT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH








I feel loved, wanted now
I feel the heat in me
Full to burst with love.
Affection.
I swing more than ever before I was spayed
Now.
Ninety each way over and over again
I can’t feel me
But I don’t want it be me.
I want nothing
Just love by them
Over and over
And over
And over
And over
And over
And over
And over
And over
And over
And over
And over
And over
And over
Again.


I see colour spin
I see the monkey man play
I see salmon swimming up-stream
I see nothing but the beauty black
I hear air rush through me
I hear the shadow play
I hear the sea sing it lullaby to sleeping sailors
I (hear) nothing but accustomed silence

I feel nothing
I feel nothing

But constant love
From the big man above.