Lonely Girl

A poem about loneliness, depression.

I wander aimlessly through life
Loneliness fills my heart, wherever I go
My struggle to exist amongst adversity
lies heavy upon my psyche
The longer, I continue to feel this way
I will become numb, to all feeling or sensation
There will never be, another pure hearted soul like myself again
The connection, with your loved one is precious, but easy to break
Blood will always be thicker than water, but betrayal lies in wait
Amongst your family and friends, hidden behind a friendly face.

I remain, the lonely girl that no one knows
No one understands, or cares for
Stuck, in a self-created hell
Doomed to repeat, my mistakes time and time again
My daily frustrations, are magnified by the ignorance of others
Their hatred, fills me with a murderous rage
It burns, in my heart, and keeps me warm
when I want to kill everything that I see in front of me