To Feel

Just need to get it out

I'm not happy person
I just remember what happy feels like
this empty feeling like I'm hanging on to fums of what I used to be.

I don't dream anymore
But once I stopped dreaming
I had nightmares

I don't fear anymore
But once I stopped being afraid
I don't have nightmares

No longer slumber

Just an empty canvas

Soulless

Broken

Zombified

No longer do I feel