Missing him so very much... |
Standing in this grim desolation Thinking of forgotten lives There is no kind of soft consolation He is gone; are there afterlives? The only chance I had for existing He was my Truelove What do I do now? I’m just breathing He was the only chance I had for love. Where do I go now, where do I sit? I could not for the life of me remember If hugging was something we ever did But my arms are empty now, cold as amber. Where are you up there? Can you see me? I am lonely down here and need you I know I must let you hereafter be I’ll learn to live not anymore as two. I wanted to wander with you into bliss But fate calls long distance warning And I from you will never get another kiss And miss you so much my darling. (For Merrell Williams Jr., my deceased husband, 2013) |