poems

Water:



i lay here, looking over the land.

feeling your presince all around me.

hearing your sounnds when ever i get near.

longing for your touch.

your voice calming the animal inside of me...

where ever i go, i can always find you.

when ever i need you...

all i have to do is look for you and there you are.

so calming, yet so dangerus.

blink to long you change.

i cant control how you move around me.

you suck me in like the darkness.

your presince all around.

never letting go..







another chance:



i sit here crying, wishing, wondering, needing to feel your skin on mine, hollow hands reach out grabing me from behind, claws digging into my skin, i begin to struggle in fear, blood begins to run dry, yelling out your name, slowly stop struggling from the hands, giving in, i cant escape from the truth, im dead inside, my heart and soul are now gone, the hollow hands dissapper, leaving my hollow bodie in a pool of blood, darkness begins to rain over us, wishing to take your soul as well, hollow hands begin to come from the darkness, suddonly feeling your lips on mine, bringing me back to life, whispering "please dont leave me here, in all this fear", feeling your warm bodie againest mine suddonly, raising my soul from the hollow lands of hell, brining my bodie back to earth, to once again giving my heart and soul nother chance at love







Hymns:



I'm preaching to the choir

but it doesn't matter

cause they're all so wasted

nodding their heads

like it's anticipated

raising their glasses

to the sky...

let 'em roll some more

and my words won't matter

they'll be so high!

Give in to this delusion

I'll have your body for the night

I'm a master of illusion

and you don't even know how to fight!







Wonderland:



My frozen shell around me

Leaving the safeness of my heart, giving it all to you,

letting you hold me close,

Slowly you begin to set fire to my frozen wonder land,

melting my ice crystal,



Making it now a little to late for me to forgive,

Yet my wonder land is gone,

Who am i?

Where have i come from?

Where is my home?

Who's the real me?



I walk away saying goodbye.



Its just to late for you.

Walking for so long my feet  suddenly touch the sand,

my body is heating up from the  warmth,

i have never known this feeling before,

looking over the  beauty of this land,

walking to the water as my feet sink into the sand



Gasping, from the coldness of the ocean

A smile slowly comes across my face.

remembering my once frozen wonder land.



Learning things don't have to be frozen to give your heart  joy, sinking into the water.

Slowly you feel like home once again.