Time to become a Man

Man! I have ruined myself for life.
I would have never done this to myself
I should have used a condom.

I told her I did but I actually didn’t.
I’m going to be a father now.
What should I do?
Should I tell her now or just let her found out her self?
I’m just 16 years old and she is 20.

I don’t know anything about babies
I’m still a baby; I’m still a mama’s boy.
I don’t have a job a car or do I know how to change a diaper.
My life is ruined and its time to become a man
And own up to what’s mine.