screaming

head pounding frustration

Screaming from my eyes
seeing what is real
don't you get the way I feel?

Always compromising,
you're always relying
on my forgiveness and
my love.

It is over,oh my god
can't you just leave well
enough alone?
Let it die and leave my
home?

I am screaming with pain
inside, tired of the road
dividing,drowning, sinking in

You have taken all my love
shoved it in a hole
buried it deep,never
pouring sunlight on it
or letting the rain feed it,

I have given you everything!
well guess what disappearing
grace looks like? You have no claim
anymore,take your things and shut the door.

I will no longer scream,or play
you're sick game I am reclaiming
my life and my name.