Done With Love

I am the girl that will always say I will never love someone again, will never fall in love because I feel as though I went through too much trying to find someone to love me. When I think I finally find the right one, the special person I will always call mine and the one that will be there for me no matter what, the one that will treat me like a princess, call me beautiful, babe, baby, princess but I always wrong.

The last person I ever love left without saying goodbye. He left to go live with the girl he was cheating with while he was with me.

I met him at a party I went with my friends, he sent me a friend request on Facebook and we talked for two years, and then turned to calls late at night,
I fell in love with him without even realizing it.
Time went by and we talked every night about everything, I didn't hide anything from him, I couldn't, he was everything to me, when I heard his name my heart used to beat twice as fast, and when he was around I was never behaving as normal as usual, and even in our first date, he held my hand, and kiss me, he was so gentle… unexpected it was because I wasn’t planning to make out or anything.

He left me, one year now; he went to New York, not a single text goodbye, or a call,
He just... left.

I still can’t get over him, because when he left, my heart left with him.
During this process I figured why I always end up with my heart broken, I care too much.
I got my heart broke into pieces trying to make others happy. I sacrifice my own happiness to make others smile. But in the process I lose myself and the people I would do everything for wont do the same.