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she just wants him to love her, she is sorry she messed up |
I've been distant, not expressing how I feel. Thought it was too soon to know these feelings were real. Pictures went out, and the rumors started, now, I'm wishing that you and I would have never parted. I thought you were having fun and talking to others, I was wrong, Now I 'm wishing you and I weren't over. I was your girl and I didn't even now it, Take me back please, I promise I won't blow it, What could you have done to possibly deserve this? Nothing,I'm dumb, probably made you feel worthless. You took a stand and you called me out, what did i do? I replied with a pout. I'm sorry, I mean it i know I fucked up. But if you give me one more chance, I'll act like a grown-up. I'll put you first for better or worst. Stop repeating the same story like my life is cursed. I've never lied nor cheated and I wouldn't to you. But after that night I just don't know what to do. Nothing happened, they say that all the time, But it's true. I couldn't do that not with you on my mind... He kissed me on the cheek and I called it quits, But I bet to you the stories missing bits. I know you and I weren't exclusive, that doesn't make it okay. Cause we had feelings for each other from the very first day. I wanted to talk to you face to face. Let you know I apologize , put myself in place. But you're mad now, I get that. Please don't push me away! Just one more shot and I promise loyalty. I know your probably thinking " really shut the fuck up". But I can't, cause I miss you, I wish I never fucked up. Your words travel through my head without even thinking. It's like an instinct I have like breathing or blinking. I'm sorry I hurt you, I know this won't cut it. But if you give me one more chance... I promise I won't blow it. |