Good Guy

My struggles with my dad who is hurtful and has a lot of infidelities.

He gave up on me just because of her...
He has always been a womanizer and I helped him deceive by keeping my mouth shut----

Why do I love you so much
I shouldn't care so much

He hurts me and apologizes, like that makes it okay
Sorry don't make shit okay

You're abusive, don't play like it's all on me...
There were times---many times when I was innocent

The way you love is crooked and cracked
You're a bully who's been bullied

You won't admit it, but you party, drink, and push your pain away

It's not okay and you know it
You don't show it cause you're the "tough guy"

When you're done pretending and wanna start winning,
let me know and I'll be the good guy