my heart always leans towards you

my heart aches for a time with skinned knees and purple bruises that littered my skin. there will never be another times as blissful as that to which the biggest problem in my life was whether my mother was going to kiss my boo boos away. now my problems are severe and im choosing which life path i wanna go down and all i can think about is the grey in his eyes and whether or not hed like jam or butter on his toast in the mornings. i cant get him out of my head. hes consumed my every thought and i swear to god this wasnt going to be another goddamn poem about him but here it is anyway. i love him. i love him. i love him. but theres only so much one can take before it all breaks.

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