Sinking

Sinking

Where is my lover, where can she be,
Tell me come back then leave me be.
Like I'm a fallen angel, holding broken halo.
I threw that away; plunged deep into the sea.
Left sinking until it drowns with Diablo,
and it all seems so far away to see.
Felt undeserving of one to marry me.
Punished to walk the earth with open eye.
Or maybe not and somehow I have died.
No will to live with love that is denied.