Revelation

Lately I feel like the evil things of this world have
been talking to me.
Random thoughts fluctuate my mind.
Sometimes it feels like a cancer.
One thought leads to another like dominoes.
First lust rose from the dust like it already gained
my trust.
Then suicide penetrates my brain, encapsulating me
with its iniquity.
Low and behold he's been talking to me.

As I imagine his mythical body of yellow eyes, horns and red skin.
Staying up late was like walking into his play pin.
And at first it scared me.

Then the Holy Spirit deep inside woke me up.
Lead me to all factuality that Jesus died for me.
What generosity now nobody's stopping me!
My confidence begins to rise.
Praying like the devil isn't probably twice my size,
But God doesn't care about the physical!
To him is about your mental.
He wants you to have faith in him when things get tough.
So he can breathe 2 Corinthians 10 into your heart,
so you don't fall away when things get rough!
He's courteous with his grace!
That's why you might see tears running down my face!
At the thought that he died for me and I wasn't close to being worth it!
Yet still I was chosen!

April 9,
I don't know why it was me!
He saw something in me that I didn't see in myself,
I wonder all the time what that could be!
That day foreshadowed the destiny of another one of God's
children!
Shooting straight for the heart, hitting the foundation of this buildin'!
The words you breathed into this body,now speak for your glory!
With confidence in your name I will regurgitate your story!
Jesus Christ the only way!
The only one who died for me!
No disrespect bro but you not living your life right!
When facing God you'll always lose,
even when you bring a gun to a knife fight!
Stop playing with your soul and become that bright light!
Run to God in repentance and go get your life right!