Grammy "grandmother"

I grab my paper and pen because
I need some therapy
I'm having haunted dreams
Of losing someone dear to me
I know these lines will listen, and
I wont be interrupted, they understand
When I tell them my heart has been disrupted, corrupted from the thought of
Losing a loved one.
She'd give the stars and sun
Call me her first grandson.
She would never shun my existence
Accepts the fact I was born into a life that is twisted.
Her only wish is for me to be a success
She tells me never give in to the struggles your battling
Listens when I tell her I want my dreams to win
I love you so much Grammy
My strength. My friend
Always and always
I love you as much as you love me
Always and forever
I'll love you till my very end