Destroyer's Day

This day is for you,
an homage to hatred,
pained celebration.

This day is for you,
your mad wrathful creation.
Anniversary.

This day is for you,
swallowed the Mexican worm,
darkness took hold.

This day is for you,
you weak, negligent bastard,
unbalanced in life.

This day is for you,
the apple rejoins the tree,
impossible blood.

This day is for you,
birthday's first, death-day follows,
one solo party.

This day is for you,
an alcoholic lament,
crashed out of my life.

This day is for you,
all for you and you alone,
like you weren't for us.