Control

I'm on edge.
Rapidly bitting my nails, like an addict.
And yet I'm patient.
My hearts on fire.
Boiling like water.
Yet I show no signs.
Trapped in the darkness of the cage I built for myself.
Sorrow, pity, rage and despair are my companions.
And yet I still smile brightly.
Lust, hunger and thirst hang over me .
Yet I keep my emotions in check.
I am the true Sphere Writer amongst the many versions of myself.
And I am the one in control.