Sleepless Night

when the lonliness won't let me sleep, I know it's him...

I still reach for you
in the dark of the night.
I still wake up
with tears in my eyes.
I call out your name
in the deepest of sleep,
Crying for promises
you didn''t keep!
All your whispers of love;
were they just pretty lies?
Were you waiting to run
while holding me tight?
Was is something I said?
Was it something I did?
Did I love you too much,
not enough? Is that it?
Was I fooling myself?
Was I truly so blind?
That I couldn't see
you would leave me behind?