SweetMorningDew's Notebook

SweetMorningDew

Jan 17, 2014 at 6:32am

Currently writing a story. Rain reminds of my dad... Loneliness is in me...

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SweetMorningDew

Jan 5, 2014 at 11:56am

my account has been expired. anyone who wants to help? just anticipating....

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SweetMorningDew

Nov 28, 2013 at 11:31am

he is million miles away from me. i just hope, anticipate that he would just glance at this notes and i hope he still cares.... HAppy thanksgiving daddy. i always wait for your coming home... i love you....

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SweetMorningDew

Nov 28, 2013 at 11:24am

i will try atleast once a day to write... i feel like i am a prisoner of my own...

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SweetMorningDew

Nov 28, 2013 at 11:22am

i've seen a quote says a "search for a dream is hard work" passion always exists in me, yet it's really hard to follow it... i dont know how to start due to the responsibilities im facing... i feel like dont have time to write again. i feel empty, knowing what i really love is just kept inside...hidden, lonesome, and wants to be free....

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SweetMorningDew

Oct 17, 2013 at 7:00pm

my membership would end again. I don't have much gift points..... I want to write!

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SweetMorningDew

Aug 13, 2013 at 10:09am

Loneliness was in me the whole day. I don't know the reason why. My heart palpitated fast, I felt so cold... something's wrong... somewhere, something might not be right. I prayed solemnly that my loved ones were safe and would always be safe.

Thank God they are fine when I went home. That was very unusual incident. Sadness with no reason. It might be my soul shouting to reach my dream and to understand my personal legend

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SweetMorningDew

Aug 9, 2013 at 12:12pm

This day is so tiring. Thank God its friday. I had seen my ex-boyfriend in the bus. He looked tired, wasted, lost, and damn intoxicated. Memories flashed back; bothered my thoughts. I remembered how I almost died when he left me. It was hard to woke up each morning, and continue the course of life... but I had no choice. Abruptly, I just felt the pain that punch my heart. Everything seemed to be fresh, but despite the great ache he caused me I have to admit that I still care. In a way that I don't want to see him suffering... I just want him to be happy and have a wonderful life. He hadn't notice my presence earlier, but it impacts my whole day...

Anyway I am happy with my husband and daughter. They are my wealth. It was a just a dark past I have to leave, and a book I have to close...

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Sophia1001

Aug 12, 2013 at 7:42pm

Thanks for sharing. I understand your pain and I applaud your bravery in living onward and rejoicing in what you have now. :)

SweetMorningDew

Aug 13, 2013 at 9:46am

Thank you Sophia. I appreciate your feedback. Yes, it is really hard to be in that situation. but I cope up. Write on!

SweetMorningDew

Aug 9, 2013 at 12:19pm

I miss you daddy. I always love you. have you ever thought of our happy moments? Are you gazing at the skies and know that I am just in the other part of the world and also glancing it? When you hear the rain, can you remember the tear drops I am spending each time I long for you. I know you still care daddy. Circumstances set as apart, but you are always here in my heart. I will still wait, and will never be tired. Because I know you are finding your way back home...

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SweetMorningDew

Jul 24, 2013 at 1:15am

back to writing again. I have realized many things and found my self once more... Please help me upgrade my account. I would find a way though... Thanks.

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