What a great way to express how not having patience can alter our lives. It is scary! lol It takes patience for everything in life, especially when we are manifesting good things. Patience is something that must be mastered, and you are so correct, it is not easy. But, when we are aware of those times that we are not patient, and we change it, it creates new "patient" habits in our brains and we begin to learn that patience can remove a lot of stress in our lives.
Great Job!