Have I?

This is something I wrote when my friend died.

I cried for you,
As the gold fell from heaven,
And as an angel flew back.
Have I cried enough?

As flowers arrived,
For a sweet day,
I thought of you,
Being gone for that time.
Have my thoughts stopped?

You kept me alive,
Kept me from falling,
To me you could talk,
Even without words,
Have I moved from this spot?

I have part of you with me,
In memories, In mind,
In feelings, In heart,
As the flowers bloom,
And as the sun shines,
Do I think of you and cry?

Have I?