Life's wishes

Don't you wish...
 
         Life would slow down?
         Time would just stop?
         Everything could rewind?
         You could start at the beginning?
         Or, become someone else?
 
Why do we wish those things?
 
Finding yourself...
         Calling to the skys?
         Wishing to the stars?
         Begging to the heavens?
         Crying out the the darkness?
         Or, Lashing out at no one?
 
Beseech it so hard
Crave so much
Pleading life does end.
         The only wish that is granted.
         But it wasn't enough.
 
You lost faith....
Your life is nowhere.
No reliance on the world.
No trust in anyone.
No confidence of any kind.
 
Why are flaws more noticable?
Are we never satisfied with what we have?
They all say that it's complicated.
I ask why?
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No answers.