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An epic-poetic tale of betrayal, death, love, redemption, and creation (part two) |
The Pillars of Third Earth Upon this throne my careful eye does take note So do not think my inaction speaks of ignorance Instead, leave my intention to my own devices When destruction somehow always breeds creation Pawns and pieces assume places across the board The madman and the hero, brothers until the end The psychopath and the daydreamer, crossed lovers The distraction and the mother, bringers of life The final days of my purposefully flawed design Play before me like an intricate Greek tragedy And in the end, new life will unite two worlds But not before one flawed heart is sacrificed I remain adamant in my reasoning for suffering But this ancient soul does take pity upon you I offer you my angels in your nightmare battles Do take their hands and I'll wait for you here Red Stained New York Hero Darkened sky once was blue here Polluted by eons of your own sins They’ve taken to turning the tide Against their master, their maker Nightmares Oh, scream to your God in vain When it was you He favored most You run for cover, I won’t cower And among the throng I will stand Nightmares When my battled skin conceives red I know I’m still living but I feel dead Stroll through devastated streets Under the overpass, crying alone A little girl mourns the day’s loss One more mother dead and gone Nightmares So this is what my lust has done Mass hysteria and bloody bodies Families torn apart by my hands But I’ll fix this and be your savior Nightmares When my battled skin conceives red I know I’m still living but I feel dead Father, can I win this last stand? Mother, did I get in way too far? I’ve lost them all to this design Our little house on Dyne Street Has seen the fall of a bloodline Now I remain… And one by one, I will begin I’ll be the death of a psychopath And then I’ll be the death of a god Lullaby Darker still, the days are winding down Summers of innocence I’ve left behind Through this sordidness no call comes Death’s cold embrace touches them all I’d give up so much to give resignation But redemption wills my body forward Grasping, pulling, tugging to nobility But is it a more selfish cause I pursue? Restless even more, I strain my steps Are my intentions really this sincere? Is it these pitiful souls I seek to save? Or is it my own salvation that I desire? Exploring the depths of my conscience Plunges my thoughts deep in madness Please, Mom, deliver me from my evils Hum a soft lullaby like before you knew I’m too scared to ponder my own motive Consider all I’ve known is distance faint Without so much as a second thought My mind was made and I left her behind So why is it I still question my intention? Maybe it’s the assurance I haven’t failed The possibility I can still make it better A hope that the design is still in motion Please, Mom, deliver me from my evils Hum a soft lullaby like before you knew Before you knew the distraction I am And give me the strength to carry on Crescendo Over spilling water, you go toe to toe Wind takes his hair across aged eyes And on this barren concrete walkway You’ll take the steps to an even end He’ll smile to you like your father did But you know the malice in his head While motioning arms offer an invite The ulterior motive is wholly justified A crusade to exterminate selfish lives Denizens of first earth should beware Though his militia has now disbanded His devotion to revenge is still intact Prepare your epitaph tired old Waker You could’ve been something so great Instead an epiphany rots in your mind Set in stone by those diseased voices Tears cling across my lashes But murder runs in my family Wrenhaven! You will fear my father’s name Know the name from my blood Wrenhaven! When my pistol’s chambers run empty Determined fisticuffs are all that I have As clenched knuckles batter your brains I’ve been followed and my head is next Girls in arm, the Hunters patiently wait The daydreamer casts a silent prayer Her stare begs you to end his life now So the final blow comes into his temple Tears cling across my lashes But murder runs in my family Wrenhaven! You will fear my father’s name Know the name from my blood Wrenhaven! In a moment, the realization sinks in What hell has marked these worlds?! His life nearly extinguished from body He smiles and says, “Wait for a song” Godspeed Your brother’s dead, came the news The surface skin, no visible reaction But tremors build in his heart below A deafening wail that cracks the air With a powerful collapse to his knees He begs a question of the messenger Just who the hell are you to say this? I’ve gone through hell and back, girl But when you let me go, I lost it all This end falls in your jurisdiction too It was your hips wrapped up in mine Your breath danced across my neck In a moment of ecstasy, we gave in Though this is our final curtain call Scream to her the faults she ignores The sky shuddered on our command And filled the clouds with a darkness Only divine hands could have colored Is it only the design that makes us real? To the question comes an audible yes! Shifting to the foreground apparently It seems their presence was forgotten The Hunters poised for holy vindication And a firearm marked for Jacob’s face From the skies comes a terrible crash! The very thing that has stolen our hope Run from these sins like all lost dreams But I embrace their devious intentions And in your escape they will destroy you Tear through your chest and spill blood Oh dear God, the apocalypse has come Though nightmares killed your Hunters No such consideration is offered to you When the heavens break glorious light Angels descend to combat earthly sins Do take their hands as they proclaim: Godspeed to third earth, young man! Deus Ex Machina Battle hymns settle this final score So angels play their harps on this day Celestial beings, draw your strings And release the shafts of your bows An epic scope sweeps across the skies What futile and lazy effort He brings us! Much too late, armadas of light and dark Forgive me, I’ve forgotten my goodbyes My sound-sonic body takes its place Swiftly to a final world among the stars Your shape now grows smaller below Could you admit you’d miss my kisses? This wonder robs me from my futures So God damn you, all you zealous sheep! I’m what you couldn’t stop! And I’m what you can’t endure! Never again so you assume the worst One more time I’ll appear in your life A rise to the vibrations of mankind My mortal flesh gives cacophonic form To the infernal cries plaguing the night Under these golden skies of a third earth Perhaps this journey can finally find its end Hard to imagine the genesis of a design Was seen through its paces in these halls At the conclusion of my imperialistic march These eyes will take in your terrible majesty But you’ll listen and not write off this favor Far from grace, your worlds fell on my word Twisted and sickening the smile on your lips My scraped knuckles may not look like much But a solid knock will take it off your face! So here we stand, a mere boy and his creator Striking blood in all my innocent intentions Give me truth and spare your defiant gospel I’m what you couldn’t stop! And I’m what you can’t endure! Never again so you assume the worst One more time I’ll appear in your life A rise to the vibrations of mankind My mortal flesh gives cacophonic form To the infernal cries plaguing the night Dear boy, this debate grows unnecessary Flaws beyond my own control it seems But still within the confines of my reality Your self serving attitude is just a farce You’d think that I can’t pass judgment? This change was long before your time A riddle told at dinner parties to entice The inverted answer is close at hand Hold on to the maybes in your head It’s all you could have in the end times To my own credit, I’m not short sighted Perfect and simple sweet is the solution I’ve given it some time, let it ferment This alcoholic creation reaches limits Like a child born from drunken sex Desperation besets any test of morality I’ve taken hold of all that I have wanted The audacity it takes for you to scold me Condemn the power in my first six days The deaths were not in vain, so fear not A place for everything the old saying goes Two flaws collective both of man’s earths The daydreamer to ignite this apocalypse And a distraction to serve as horsemen Your seed has taken root and now it grows Conceived in a torrid moment of ignorance The life in the mother’s womb is your own A child born to solicit a sound beginning Take note of my son’s demise eons ago Now one of these faults must play martyr But if you will, it’s your decision to make The death of a flaw will unite my worlds All along this was your masterminded intention? Don’t you think a hint could have been possible? You leave yet another burden on my shoulders? These revelations are terrifying… Yet more blood stains my hands… You bastard! No one ever told us! A Fate Less Beautiful Upon my return to familiar surface I never felt so calm and concise Particles weave around my body Tiny trails of pale light slow my fall From heaven’s kingdom, third earth As the second earth’s prodigal son When these holographic lights shift The last of the blue orbs dissolve And the iridescent winds give way My form stands in the storm’s eye Settled into a body heavy concrete You might mistake me as angelic But I’ve been delivered from divinity Not holding any of its qualities myself Murder or suicide is what’s on my mind Head titled to one side, inquisitively so I wonder just how you could write me off You were from the streets of indifference And I from the rolling hills of compassion Lost in the splendor of our divided love So maybe you’ll ask for my forgiveness And I’d be foolish to hold it against you As silly as it may sound, I’ll give a smile Ever so slightly, but still, it’s not forced I’ll accept your last-minutes apologies Composure ill-kept and a tainted smirk To a wrinkled nose with squinted eyes The tears well up to fall from your chin One more “I love you” might be in order When I laid awake wishing I was so much more Rest assured this wasn’t what I was asking for You’ve waited for a song But you’ve heard it all along These are the lyrics to my dark descent And so I’ve committed myself To this fate less beautiful Dry your salt-stained cheeks Because, my dear Kari I will love you until My beating heart says stop Remember the first night we met in the park We laughed for what seems like half of forever And ever since our lives danced arm-in-arm Old photo albums curl at the page edges Our yellowed memories will repeat again Take the time relish the days behind us Because they’ve collapsed under the weight Of the days we were forced to play saviors The scariest part is that we had to grow up Before we even knew what growing up was Now a new beginning grows inside of you This child is the first born of one new world I beg you to offer him the name Wrenhaven And this ultimate sacrifice may not be an end Given choices, the easiest route is always wrong This is why I’ll spare you, Kristin, our daydreamer Your role was not designated by your own accord And I willingly participated knowing my outcome As I was told, for God’s Design to come full circle The flaw of one earth must draw one last breath When I laid awake wishing I was so much more Rest assured this wasn’t what I was asking for You’ve waited for a song But you’ve heard it all along These are the lyrics to my dark descent And so I’ve committed myself To this fate less beautiful Dry your salt-stained cheeks Because, my dear Kari I will love you until My beating heart says stop The angels overhead alleviate the last nightmares And the synthesis of one world from two is in effect No more burden, no more paradise and no more veil Just the designs and intricacies we will give ourselves So with this grand sweeping motion-blurred finale I’ll bury this ethereal blade into my heaving chest Anxious fingers and trembling lips, bloodied regrets Streaked faces drowned-out in pallets of grainy colors Failing lungs and I take in these sights one last time And so I’ve committed myself To this fate less beautiful Dry your salt-stained cheeks Because, my dear Kari I will love you until My beating heart says stop I swear to God I will love you until My beating heart says... |