Fate

Have I chosen this?

It's been written with my blood
Hidden deep inside my soul
It's been destined to me
So I know,
This is how it has to be
but,

I'm still dying inside
Trying to find
Whatever it is
That will help me survive
I'm still bleeding to death
I can't catch my breath
What happened to
Old childhood dreams

Was I handed this life
Have I chosen this hell
I accept my fate
I'd try to change
But, it's too late

I'm still dying inside
Trying to find
Whatever it is
That will help me survive
I'm still bleeding to death
I can't catch my breath
What happened to
Old childhood dreams

It's been locked in my head
Just stamped in my brain
I cannot run from this tragedy
Yet I wonder,
Is this the way it has to be