this is a poem about a part of my child hood |
Daddy you came in today you were yelling and screaming and I couldn't help but wonder was it because of something that I did tell me daddy what did I do? to cause you to hit me daddy what did I do to be the focus of your angry words daddy what did I do for you to hate me so much I went to bed and cried I lied still for an hour and listened to you and mommy I heard her scream and you yell I cried some more and hid in my pillow I still remember everything I remember mama's crying as she held her eye I remember the look in yours as your hands wrapped around her neck I walked to the door way and stood there and watched her pain as you didn't shed a tear you broke her necklace I heard it hit the sink you screamed about how much you hate us and every word was a cuss you ran out on me when I needed you you ran out on her when she wanted you Daddy where did you go? My sisters said you went to find a ho is this true? please daddy tell me what did you do? All I know is that I was left there crying while all this time you were lying you said you loved us but is that true? cause if it was wouldn't you still be here? Daddy you left us I understand that now And I realized that you hate us simply because we kept you away away from your whore but I still believe that you still love me and daddy I still love you |