Life on the sunny side

Oh life, why are you chock full of mystery. Why cant I fit in, and be comfortable like everyone else. I want to know, I cant accept and live on. Be happy on the outside. Go to church and worship jesus every sunday. Be normal. Jusgt accept and not explore. It is like A whole bunch of people discovered this tunnel, and decided to call it life. This tunnel is dark and ominous, you cant see anything past your own hand, what you feel. I say, "what the hell, I am tired of just sitting here, I want to see what is over there.