Questions

I was bored and running on no sleep..so..yeah.

Thoughts of suicide run through my head
all throughout the day
like fairies in a field of mystic flowers
am I crazy?
I highly doubt it,
if you ask yourself and answer honestly
you too have felt it
a need to end something
you feel you just arent good enough
the feeling of being a failure
not living up to the life you own

i miss the kids in africa who have no food
yet i have never met them
im sure they are wonderful
i bet they dream
oh but of course much different than ours
i bet they dream of beds and food
when we dream of horrors and pain
maybe we should live a day in their life
and then we'll see how much we take for granted

is it the cards you play,
or simply the table you play at?
do you ever stand in a crowded room
and want to scream at the top of your lungs
JUST to see the reaction?
Have you ever lied to someone
for your own sick pleasure?
Have you ever lied to someone to save them?

Do you believe in heaven?
If you dont, why do you talk about hell so often?
I believe in fate and destiny
Does one need faith in fate..
to reach their destiny?