"Split Decisions"

“Split Decisions”

My head is empty and my thoughts are lost
I have this burden, this incredible cross
I have these commitments I must fulfill
I said I’d be there, be there I will.

Don’t want to go but I can’t stay
My cares and worries won’t go away
When every choice is ridden with guilt
My soul was not for this here built.

I belong to a different when
A time and place with perfect Zen
Harmony in all my life
Freedom, from every strife.

Which choice to choose I cannot find
Which to follow, heart or mind?