Defective

Dysfunctional? Know it's cry as coming from one defective, and it may not seem so wrong.

DEFECTIVE

She hates herself.
Who she is.
What she is.
That she is.

Will I ever change? Will I ever live,
The kind of life He died to give?

Who she is:
Seemingly shy, 'n seemingly sweet,
underneath, someone you don't wanna meet.
Covering her ugliness with kind words and a smile,
Don't get to close or you'll realize her guile.

Will I ever change? Will I ever live,
The kind of life He died to give?

What she is:
Deceitful, a mask, a fake.
Selfish, self-serving, self-preserving.
Unstable, insecure, unsure.
Pathetic, dependent, weak.
Looked over, un-popular, insignificant,
Prideful, indignant,
Rash, foolish, unwise.

Will I ever change? Will I ever live,
The kind of life He died to give?

That she is:
Salty tears many times she's cried
Wishing, as a child, that she had died
Wanting to escape, but not knowing how.
Knowing only that she's stuck for now.

Will I ever change? Will I ever live,
The kind of life He died to give?

She hates herself.
Who she is.
What she is.
That she is.