Crying

My heart beating with anger, the world's an uncoroperative place,
never the less it brings hate. Emotions scatering through out me,
no-one, not even my family lets me be. Shoving help off my shoulders, can't cope with the on coming boulders. My minds a mess, the way everyone seems to address. I'm furious with myself, can't get a grip on reality, for some reason its seems shadowy. They cry for me, but i feed off their emotions, like drinking someone's made up potions. I feel i must dive for a new beginning, but seemingly society screaming in my brain, keep's ringing. Fell for my own mistake, it's my fault for my heart break. Now i must leave this world behind, because nothing seems to take a clean stride.