Inner Strength

You are like a ghost
hauntingly controlling my mind -
floating in and out of my thoughts;
commanding attention.
You are not supposed to be here,
influencing what I feel;
embracing my insecurities.
I could turn my fears over to you
feeling safe in the decision,
knowing, however, that it is wrong.
You cannot be a part of me,
for my love is too deep.
But, love is not enough
for me to sacrifice
the person I am or
the person I will become.