Normal

Feelings of normality lost

I can't remember when it started
I don't recall the change in me
All I know is that the feelings
Are constantly coursing through my mind
I want to shout it out to the world
I want to cry on someones shoulder
I just want to be left alone with my thoughts
But I want someone to hold me tight
Everything is conflicting
My mind is in a tizz
I can't seem to think straight
But my mind is as clear as a bell
I want everything to be normal
But I don't know what is normal anymore.