Saved me

Shade of smile I hide my fate
Mornings bend i was sent late
For an early rise, would end me
Meet in the hall, drawn to fully
Resisted to little, my choice null
I try and reason, what to like
Everything but the jokes that you play
Taunting me little, haunting me with looks
I don't mind, two can play a game, we are well suited
I try to think but you cloud my mind
Like fog you dim my pain inside
For you will not know what you did
You saved me
I could not tell you, ashamed to show
Now i have one good reason to live
So the wind picks up, more to know
I keep my self at content, knowing your there
I don't obsessed with control, luck, planning, hope
I wish to be liked, thought of daily
As i will you my life saver