Two Faces

Two Faces

I sit at my window
staring into space,
Surrounded by  beauty
I only see one face.

It's not a face I love,
But a face I hate,
I don't understand it;
Is this to be my fate?

Looking for my future,
Smothered by the past;
Everything looks sunny
but feels overcast.

It's easy to forget him
and ignore the link...
Now there are TWO faces
I don't know what to think!

There's the person I adore,
The other- I don't know,
The faces of two people;
One my friend and one a foe.

I'm going to ignore him,
The first, unwanted face,
Suddenly, everything
has fallen into place.

I see the face of my friend,
Why was I so concerned?
I should have known all along
my feelings were returned!