The First Time

The First Time

I wish I could explain my feelings
I wish for the first time I could decide
On what and Who I want
I'm swimming in an empty pool of darkness
I'm Searching for a light that isn't there
I'm growing feelings for someone
Who isn't there
The First Time I saw you I knew
Maybe I've found what I've been looking for
But how many times have I been wrong?
How many times have I been looking for something
And in the end it's not what I'm looking for?
The First time I saw you
was the first time I was dating for the first time
But then again that was the very First TIME- J.F.M