SAM

Note: I must be crazy when I wrote this. Hahaha. I gave this to someone for her birthday and my intention should be serious and sweet however, it turned out ridiculous! One of my early works and I'm not too proud of it. I just hope that Sam appreciated the effort

SAM

Her name is SaM
I remember it so well that it lingered on my brain
After two hard weeks
I finally got her name
But that was not the end of the story
And it was only the beginning
Of a long journey, but worth knowing
A girl named SaM
I met her in chat
A place where people wore mask
And ready to fool each other's eyes
But then sometimes it so funny, it brought my ass laughed!
I thought she was one of them, at first
Nothing seems so special, so ordinary
But I noticed afterwards
She had so many reservations in her heart
And finally I started thinking
"How is she beyong my monitor?" I asked
Thoughts flooded my mind
Questions after question w/o any answer to bring
Curiosity drove me crazy
I started to type words w/c she seemed scary
For her not to believe in me
And for me to prove it really
She said something to me:
"I LOVE YOU is the abuse word the most"
Strong and hard it hit me
"Ouch" my ego I thought it was
"Uhum.." I realized my heart damaged fast
Oh Gawd! She got me!
How could she?
Please don't ask me
`coz I haven't figured it out lately
The only thing I know is that I miss her:
Every second of a minute
Every minute of an hour
Every hour of the day
Every day of a week
Giving me so much excitement and joy
Whenever I saw words in my monitor
Replying to my questions that coming from her
Tickling my body and into my soul
In words I know that I am bold
That's why she gave me the impression of a crazy
I'm sorry, but I don't deny my insanity
It's just that I am drawn w/ love and sweet words
Gawd knows how much I love SAM
As always, fate played ridiculous tricks
It sad to think the feeling is not reciprocated
Instead she likes this chatter named G---e!
I have the best intention in the world
But sometimes it doesn't end up good
My plan didn't work as i planned it to be
And made the opposite that it should be
I caused sadness on her birthday
Instead of happiness because its her day
Guilt stricken my whole being
Don't know how to make it up w/ her
Now I'm the saddest person in the humanity
I don't deserve any of your pity
I know I am stupid crazy
I just want SaM to be happy...